Lauren

                           I cried. 
                       


                       I cried so much

I was hardly out their front door.  

Could hardly say the words good bye to them. and I cried. I cried a lot. I got into my truck, drove away and the road was blurry.I had to stop and blink my eyes a million times to see again. Tears soaked my face, like i had been caught in the rain. 

I cried the entire way to pick my kids up from their nana's house.

I had the opportunity to take pictures of Lauren.

 A little girl who turns one next week.  Lauren has a terminal illness. Krabbes disease. She was healthy, laughing, sitting waving bye bye until 8 months. Now she lays stiff, fists clenched. On medication to help her relax. But makes her groggy. she is so beautiful. She is the most perfect little baby.


                              10 fingers.
                               10 toes.

                         The LONGEST eyelashes        
                                   

                                  
                        Perfect little lips

                          
                               
                       The most ADORABLE hair






                              

                             
                                 
          and the most amazing blue eyes I've ever seen.

                             




 Her parents are strong people.I would even go as far as calling them angels. I could never go thru what they are going thru right now. I couldnt do it. Lauren is their FIRST baby. 


                         


                   They love her so much.
                     

                        










        And they are going to lose her.                     

                       
                this isn't fair.          














There are no words I can think of to say to Lauren's parents that will make it any easier for them. I never asked how long Lauren had to live. I didn't want to know that. What mattered, is that she is here now. 




My eyes are full of tears as I write this. Its not fair people have to go thru this. good people. who just wanted a healthy baby. forever. My thoughts and well wishes of strength are with you as you go through this journey. You have ONE beautiful baby girl.


Thank you for allowing me to capture some memories for you to forever cherish of your sweet baby girl . <3




Jenn xoxo


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